i fight with my mother, and over the past few weeks.. about 2 months, things have been slowly getting better, but i slip back into being mad at her for the things she’s done in the past (cant let go and cant stop putting myself down) i always feel like i’m wrong, and i guess i take my anger and put it on other people. . . how do i stop this? how do i become a better person? i do love my family no matter how much we fight and disagree, but i always feel like the bad guy, maybe i am, how do i change into the good guy and be a good person??
i feel like i should just die because i am so horrible, but i dont want to be selfish like i heard, i just want my family to be happy, and it seems the only way is if i’m not around. what should i do?
i do know it’s my fault, and i do know i am wrong. . . so you dont have to tell me that i’m a horrid child. just tips on how to change/be a good person would be nice. . . or what i can do to make it up to my family.
Everyone makes mistakes this does not make you a bad person. It takes time to learn new habits. You get so used to dealing with things in your own way it is hard to do things differnelty. Your parents love you very much. Life is about overcoming and perservering. Now don’t think about taking your own life thats no solution that will only but you in hell and your parents through devastation i know you dont want that. Be strong ask god to guide you and give you stregth. Try and find ways to channel your anger in to something positive. When you feel yourselve getting mad walk away. Tell your parents this dont let your hate blind the goodness inside of you man. Is the things your mad about really worth being mad about. Somethings you just need to let **** go dont worry about it. Ask gid to help you pray and ill pray for you you have a good heart i can tell keep on pushing brother be patient nothing good comes easy if it did we would all be rich
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Life sucks and I know exactly what you mean about the family thing..mine tottaly sucks..anyway,I think tho life is crazy you have to think of the ppl who DO love you..and that even toh its hard we all have a place even if its small.. so keep pushing fwrd dont give up..